It's decided!

The ongoing drama has been whether I stay a full time working mom or quit my job and become a SAHM. Well for now I have a compromise: I'm taking a one year leave (unpaid) starting in July. I am really looking forward to being with them and watching them grow and learn. Now that the decision has been made there's a little fear. Not so much related to me missing work but can I handle it? Sometimes when I'm alone with both kids (especially when it's time for bed or nap) I think this is impossible and find myself using the TV as a babysitter (for Leon at least). But I should be ok. I won't have a nanny or maid but I will have a schedule :). That should help, hopefully.